Citizen TV presenter Willis Raburu’s wife Maryaprude Raburu has sent out a message saying that she now understands why people opt to commit suicide.
Mrs Raburu said that this life is so messy and she totally understands why people make such decisions.
“Now I totally understand people who contemplate suicide. This life is so messy,” she wrote on Instagram.
She went ahead to share a post with their daughter Adana who passed on before being born.
After the passing of their daughter, Raburu and his wife went through an emotional breakdown that saw them take time off work, for several weeks.
An emotional Maryaprude while speaking on the same for the first time said that God had failed to come through for her when she needed him the most.
She mentioned that people were busy encouraging her by telling her about God but she didn’t want to know him anymore.
“Everyone is so quick to tell me about God… What they don’t know is that every way I knew Him was tested and He didn’t prove Himself. So as they say you should know God for yourself, I now can say, I don’t know Him. And I don’t think I want to know him coz He left me when I needed him the most,” wrote Mrs Raburu.